Benefit from Learning to the Max

No books and notes will be given for studies. Sounds great?? Not at all. No guidance?? How to study? How to learn from this module? What I would say is through reflection.
Reflection will enable us to know, through our learning diary, our strengths and weaknesses. Learning is not just what are being taught but how do we feel and think on the things being taught.

'It is not sufficient simply to have an experience in order to learn. Without reflecting upon this experience it may quickly be forgotten, or its learning potential lost. It is from the feelings and thoughts emergin from this reflection that generalisations or concepts can be generated. And it is generalisations that allow new situations to be tackled effectively.'
(Gibbs 1988)

Learning does not end after classes ended.

'...learning occurs because of the process both at the teaching and owner level."
(Woodward 1998, p.416)

"One simply siphons the excess thoughts from one's mind, pours them into a basin, and examines them at one's leisure. It becomes easier to spot patterns and links, you understand, when they are in this form," said Dumbledore in Harry Porter.
(Rowling 2000)

Without looking back at the mistakes and weaknesses, how are we gonna learn and improve? The most important is not the results but the process. Did you try your very best? Is this the best you could do? Did you realise your weaknesses and mistakes? Did you learn from your mistakes and others mistakes?

Give a thought on it...

What do I want?

What do I actually want? Why do I still think of my ex? I do not wanna be with him. I've chose to leave him. But, y m I still thinking about him?

It is so hard to tell lies. The hardest lie is to tell the person u love that u dont have any feelings for him anymore and begged him to let u go... The hardest lie is telling the person u miss that u dont miss him at all.

Why is our life like world apart? Why? Why m I still keeping our pictures? Why m I still keeping his msg? Why m I still wearing our rings? Why m I still wearing his t-shirt? Why m I still listen to his recordings? Why m I still watching his videos? What do I really want? To be with him?? No!! I DONT WANT!!!

So many times I was alone I couldn't sleep
You left me drowning in the tears of memory
And ever since you've gone, I found it hard to breathe
Cause there was so much that your heart just couldn't see
A thousand wasted dreams rolling off my eyes
But time will heal me and I'll say goodbye to those memories


I hope to breathe again, dream again
I'll be on the road again
Like it used to be the other day
Now I hope to feel free again, so innocent
Cause someone will make me whole again for sure
I'll find another you
(Another you by Cascada)

Just hope that I could find someone who deserved my love. Hope to find someone who can love me wholeheartedly. Hope to find someone who can make me forget about those unhappy memories. Hope to find someone who can stay beside me forever.

Someday you'll gonna realize
One day you'll see through my eyes
But then i won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere
Even if i can't


I know
You don't really see my worth
You think your the last guy on earth
Well I've got news for you
I know I'm not that strong
But it won't take long
Won't take long


Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, i want you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day I'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you
Someday, someday


But now
I know you can't tell
I'm down,and I'm not doing well
But one day these tears
They will all run dry
I won't have to cry

Sweet goodbye
(Someday by Nina)

Broken heart...

Isn't it funny that the person who said I'll never hurt u are the one who actually hurt u the most... where not even mendable pieces of the broken heart are left...

Someone ever sang this song to me, I'll Never Go by Erik Santos. I wonder is he just singing for fun. Words nowadays cannot be trusted anymore?

I'll never go far away from u.
Even the sky will tell u that i need u so
(Oh really??? Need me or need a girl???)
For this is all I know, I'll never go far away from u
(How far is considered as far???).

Nervous moment...

An email popped out, it was from my lecturer... Oh gosh, that's my result for my coursework. I almost couldn't breathe. Heartbeat increased. My stupid lag-computer made me even more nervous while downloading and opening the result in word file.

  

Guess what!! After opening the file, I found butterflies in my stomach! It's really unbelievable to have that results!!! Mouth couldn't stop smiling... That's a great smile after long period of stress and emoness!!! I'm really glad that my hardwork finally get repaid!!! Satisfy!!! Happy!!! Thanksful!!!


It's time to get back to my preparation for the last presentation tomorrow and continue my last written assignment due next monday. Hopefully everything will be fine. 1st class degree?? 2nd upper?? No idea...