Friday, 4 September 2009

What do I want?

What do I actually want? Why do I still think of my ex? I do not wanna be with him. I've chose to leave him. But, y m I still thinking about him?

It is so hard to tell lies. The hardest lie is to tell the person u love that u dont have any feelings for him anymore and begged him to let u go... The hardest lie is telling the person u miss that u dont miss him at all.

Why is our life like world apart? Why? Why m I still keeping our pictures? Why m I still keeping his msg? Why m I still wearing our rings? Why m I still wearing his t-shirt? Why m I still listen to his recordings? Why m I still watching his videos? What do I really want? To be with him?? No!! I DONT WANT!!!

So many times I was alone I couldn't sleep
You left me drowning in the tears of memory
And ever since you've gone, I found it hard to breathe
Cause there was so much that your heart just couldn't see
A thousand wasted dreams rolling off my eyes
But time will heal me and I'll say goodbye to those memories


I hope to breathe again, dream again
I'll be on the road again
Like it used to be the other day
Now I hope to feel free again, so innocent
Cause someone will make me whole again for sure
I'll find another you
(Another you by Cascada)

Just hope that I could find someone who deserved my love. Hope to find someone who can love me wholeheartedly. Hope to find someone who can make me forget about those unhappy memories. Hope to find someone who can stay beside me forever.


Someday you'll gonna realize
One day you'll see through my eyes
But then i won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere
Even if i can't


I know
You don't really see my worth
You think your the last guy on earth
Well I've got news for you
I know I'm not that strong
But it won't take long
Won't take long


Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, i want you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day I'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you
Someday, someday


But now
I know you can't tell
I'm down,and I'm not doing well
But one day these tears
They will all run dry
I won't have to cry
Sweet goodbye
(Someday by Nina)

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