I Miss You, Kelvin...

2 years ago of today, you've left me without even telling me. I'm feeling so regret for not be able to see you for the last time. I still remember that we supposed to meet two weeks later after your accident. After you left the world, you only dropped by in my dream for once. Till now, I can still remember that dream. I miss you very much, could you drop by in my dream again to talk to me? Or have you forgotten about me?

Your love and care for me are something that I could never never forget in my life. Although you might be a bad person in others' eyes. But, to me, you're not. I miss you... I miss you worrying of me everytime. I miss you talking on the phone and chatting over the internet with me. I miss you calling me when you are drunk. I miss you calling me when you are going after a girl. I miss you even I'm always nagging at you but still you won't stop calling me. I miss you of informing me wherever you are. I miss you calling me bao bei. I miss you calling me laopo. I miss you even I refused to say I love you to you or calling you laogong but you still never give up of forcing me to say. I just could not imagine our 'special' relationship ended after 9 years. This kind of relationship is one that I could never find again.

I thought you were just joking or flirting with me always when you were sweet talking to me, calling me laopo, calling baobei and even saying I love you. I was really shocked when your 'wife' told me that you really love me.

You pampered me. You spoilt me. You would never let me fall. You always hold me high up in the sky. I used to turn to you whenever I'm unhappy or crying. And, you're always there for me. But now, not anymore.  Why? Why? Why? Why this happened to you?

I miss you Kelvin! Please come and talk to me. I need you to share my happy and sad moments.