Think You Are Very Secretive

After getting together for about six months

After living together for about two months

I thought I have knew you better

But found out that you are way too secretive

You did not tell the truth
You did not do the things you promised to
There are too many doubts
How could I find out

Do not know what are you up to

Do not know what are your motive of being secretive

Are there too many things that I should not know

Am I not qualify to know the truth

I am so lost

God, please guide me