What's Love? Love is all about the right place, right time and the right person.
I don't know how true was your love for me. Looking at those emails, messages and chatting, I can feel your love for me. But, sometimes, I felt you're just being good to me.
Don't you know how hurt I was of hearing your "gf" telling me that you're just being good to me and that's from you.
After we broke up, u still sending me emails and texts telling me how much you love me and how much you missed me. Why? Why? What's the reason of you doing so since you were with another girl?
That's life. What a challenging and unpredictable love life I had. Always I'm thinking how did I fall in love with u so deeply when my intention of accepting you is to forget the hurt caused by another person (I knew that's a very bad idea). You, a person who does not meet most of the criteria I'm looking for, how did I fall for you?
From could not care to bother to could not live a day without bothering. From dislike to deeply in love. From dislike to crazy over you. From unintentional to ready to be committed. From a mind full of him to a mind full of you. 360 degree changed. Willing to change my future plan just because of you. Willing to give up comfy life just because of you. Willing to accept whatever ridiculous excuses or reasons given just because is you. I could ensure nobody else could change my life totally like this.
If given me a chance, I will not want to accept your love since that was not my intention. Accepting your love to forget the hurt resulted in greater (or probably greatest) hurt. But, I would really love to be with u forever given the right place and right time. And, given the right place and right time, will you hold on strong your love for me? Will your eyes see only me?
Whatever it is, you're always the one I love the most. Always take good care of yourself. I guess I do not need to wish you of having happiness as I think you had found your happiness. Still, in my heart, till now, I wanted to say to you I love you so much and I miss you so much, baby.
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